That was a rant...

So, I reread the last post. Could I be any more of a complainer? (yes, I was channeling my inner-Chandler)

My house is fine. I just needed to rearrange somethings. Get some things cleaner. Organize a little. Get rid of crap.

The house is looking/feeling much better to me. And I don't feel as bad now, because as I read other posts by other moms, it seems we are all going through this. Cabin fever? Winter blues? Either way... I love my home. I want to love it even more.

On other news... I have to pack a purse tomorrow.

I usually just through my phone and wallet into the diaper bag --- but I'm going to work tomorrow. For a FULL day. Without seeing Lil AT. ALL. I have enough milk stored for my mom to not have to bring her to the school to meet me for lunch to have me feed her/give her pumped milk. So sad. I am excited to go to work. I love working. I know I'll have a good day. I know Lil will, too. My mom is being really supportive of the nap schedule, so that really helps me to feel confident in leaving her.

Even today, I was at Mom's. Lillian needed a nap, so we laid her down and mom let her cry. She told Lil, "It is ten til 11. I will give you until 11. Then I'm picking you up if you aren't asleep." By 5 til, she was asleep. Mom was a little disappointed.

But I told Mom - Lil thrives on social interaction. She wants to be held. She wants to play. So, if you feed into that, she won't nap. And missing a nap now doesn't mean she'll sleep longer later.

So, anyway, I feel good about it. I feel good about my house. I feel good about a lot of things lately.