36 Weeks!

My mom says I'm really 38 weeks. She thinks I'm due the 14th instead of the 27th. I hope she's right.

I'm exhausted. All the time. Ugh.

I'm really really ready to see my little Miss Lillian. Her daddy and I have been working on getting her room together and ourselves in order. We've paid all our bills for July so we don't have to think about that. I'm super pumped to just focus on her.

We have an appointment to see the doctor on Thursday. One thing I will be mentioning is that I think I have lost or have started to loose my mucus plug last Friday. In birthing class, the lady said that it really isn't that big of a deal. That it doesn't mean you will go into labor right away. I'm OK with that. But my mom said that back in the day if you knew you lost it, the doctors wanted you to go within a couple weeks so that infection doesn't start. This makes sense. I mean, that's the purpose of it, right? Anyway, I want the doctor to know, obviously, and then do a cervical check and be like, "Wha? You are 7 cm dilated!!"


Optimistic. That's me.


But I am really enjoying this part of pregnancy. Well -- aside from the lack of sleep and exhaustion, anyway. I love the way my body looks --- with clothes on. I love the attention that Brandon is able to give Lillian and that she is responding to him a lot more now. I love knowing that it could be any day that we get to hold our baby!!